My Life The PAst Week!!

So two of my best friends are mad at me because of the "choices" I make! They think I lie to them about everything, but they truely just don't believe me. There are rumors going around the school that I made out with some guy (no names) but I didn't do it. If they don't believe me then they really aren't my friends. I admit yes I've had a past where I lied all the time, because it became a happit, but I have cahnged and I'm waiting for people to realize that. No one sees the new me, they see my past and judge me for that. No one could care less if I've changed for the better, they just have to continue judging me for all the mistakes I made in my past. When I did all the stupid crap my freshman year I lost my dads trust and he wouldn't really talk to me. So for him to talk to me I turned my life around and now he talks and trust me. So why would I try and ruin that again! Just believe me guys! I really don't want to lose you guys in my life! You have always been there for me through everything and now I have lost you. Just talk to me about it, don't believe the rumors. Everyone knows rumors can be false statements to get people to hate that person, and it's working on you guys! =(